[BrianWall-ChessList] The funniest thing I ever read in my life.

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The funniest thing I ever read in my life.
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Cherre Elizabeth Nix

Copyright ©2006 Cherre Elizabeth Nix



from Cherre Amor on MySpace


Friday, August 11, 2006

 Grumpy Bear: the most pissed off Bear in the land
Current mood: SmackAHoe


shiiiiiit,

and why shouldnt he be??? i KNOW i would be super fucked up if i had to live
every day in constant contact with other bears named Share Bear and Cheer Bear
and Harmony Bear and shit. Gimme a break! what if i dont wanna be fuckin cheery
all the time? does Cheer Bear ever get cramps?!? Does Share Bear ever wanna say,
"you know what? fuck it, this bag of candy is all mine. go get your own,
FuckinLoser Bear". Does Harmony Bear ever wanna smack the shit outta Good Luck
Bear cuz he keeps winning every gotdamn thing??

geez, im getting pissed off for Grumpy Bear just thinkin about it. wouldn't u be
mad?? if you say no, you are a fuckin lier cuz nobody is happy all the damn time
and sometimes those ppl that INSIST on seeing the Silver Lining go home after a
rough day of smiling and laughing and nurturing and they stick their heads in
the oven.

im just sayin.

from Cherre Amor on MySpace
Thursday, November 16, 2006
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I like her poetry too.
Biran-
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 droplets from the tip of a needle
Current mood: there is no valley / only illusion


Sometimes this is so heavy, this endless drone of passing clouds and footsteps
across heat and time. I'm chasing the sunshine, I'm ragged and dragging behind
the hooves of dreams, the sweat and foam of happiness. It goes on and goes on
and goes on and goes

.but oh! The air never changes, it wafts and heaves and I
wade through it under it over it searching for



That.



Elusive like a dreamcatcher filled with secrets, a colander of nostalgia. My
days are the ash of veins, the blood of skin shed and I don't know what it is.
What



That.



Is. have I ever really seen it. Put it on my iris like a lens, on my palms like
sesame oil.



I tread against the tide, against the wave, against the rush and question of
silence. If I smile will it melt the snow caps, will it pollinate the far
reaches of death and hope and



That.



No blossom, only thin wisps of dandelion cotton and scars like stars blooming
into my flesh.
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Cherre Amor

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

 Why I Get Mad
Current mood: I'm Royal, from before I was Me and I wont for


When I'm Lookin

                  Feelin

                  Knowin

The taste of your secrets

The thrum of your royalty



And you forget



Sweltering in the shade

Blood in the cotton

Flesh in the seas



When I'm Singin

                  Cryin

                  Rememberin

The deep sweat of your spirit

The countless jewels in your crown



And you forget



I'm Lover

I'm Sista

I'm niece

I am you

                  Fully

                  Royally

                  Profoundly



When I'm Your struggle

                 Your confidant

                  The life in your skin



And you forget



Bloat of noose

Sorrow of fire

Sever of your



Manhood.



When I'm shoutin

                  Prayin

                  Beggin

The spark in your laughter

The Warrior in your soul



And your forget



The strength in my skin

The Queen in my veins

The elegance in my spine



Your children

            Are mine

Your palms and the soles of your feet

            Are mine

Your slavery, your yesterdays

            Are mine

Your hips and the ripeness in your lips

            Are mine



And you forget.
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Cherre Amor

Thursday, August 31, 2006

 Dandelion
Current mood: earth and fire / heat and blood and limb and ghost


Out of a parched field
sporadic clusters of transient near-weeds
His large-knuckled hands plucked her from the sterile ground


gripped slim-stem, she in between artist's fingers
let earth intuition drip from
brittle roots
No longer average normal invisible.
Carefully carried


Promise of roses and orchids, scent of tiger lillies
fields of sun-shadowed blossoms.
Day passed away silently
And he of the brighter bloom
Pursed his lips as if to kiss
And softly blew
While she, not noticing til her flower were bald,
turned her face as if to greet but

disappeared in his silent theft.

Cherre Elizabeth Nix

Copyright ©2006 Cherre Elizabeth Nix

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 In Between the Minutes
Current mood: tumbling falling / flight and awakening


I sit in the round lap of silence as silver
shadows play against the white wall,
hushed and crowded.
Thick rains gallop furiously toward this bed of earth;
drown out the sluggish groan of the clock in the hallway,
a gift from Great-Grandma years ago.
The voices rise and fall,
crescents of sturdy anger stumbling into the
4-year old curve of my ear.

in between the curling minutes
in between the muted minutes

the thunder-less sky rises and squeezes itself inward
as frozen drops play pizzicato on the slick top of her truck.
He finds me fetal in the hallway,
wraps himself around me and we are umbilical
I, warm, as he
shivers.


Cherre Elizabeth Nix

Copyright ©2006 Cherre Elizabeth Nix
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 Wednesday, August 02, 2006

 Surreal Poetry: Padma Final
Current mood: marvelous juxtoposition


IV.         They

 Padma.

          Walk of strength

          Fluent limbs

          Smooth trunk

          Her grace her stretch her stance

                      An understanding of the path of Redwoods through the push
of space,

Triumphant.

          Smile of shadow and light

          Moon and star

          She flashed and souls

                      Stirred

          She glowed through chestnut eyes and

Oh!

          Where she went, crisp scent of nutmeg.



          Heart

          Uncurled orchid petals

          Bright warmth on silent oceans



Too Much.



          They

          Always others

          Fought her core her fountain her light as

                      Contagion

                      Pathogen

                      Disease

          Sour stench of putrid holes in bloated flesh

          Visages distorted

          They spat

                      Like jealous raindrops

                      Like winters cough on human blood, cooling.

           Her voice a solid resonance

          An innate knowledge

          The secret musk of green sap

          Murmur of dense forests

          Early morning thaw

          Spring.



          She,

                      To them,

          No Fear No Doubt No Hate

          She lived full and round. Whole



          Until They

          In Fear In Doubt In Hate.



Padma.


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 Surreal Poetry: Padma 3.
Current mood: Slowly. Surely


III.          Childhood

 Padma.

          Long veins in slight wrists

          She

                      Like straw

          Tall and lengthy

          All elbows and puckered lips

                      Color of strawberry flesh

          Sweet and thickly pink



          Her laugh an echo of

          Cerebral mountain peaks

          Jagged wash of foam

          On waves

          It broke her continuously

                      Up through solid spine

                      Peek-a-booed through slick ribs

                      And heaving lungs

          She

                      Genesis.



Too Much.



          Nine suns and winter cotton skies

          Her knees brown foothills

          Etched of brisk races and pigtails

          In wind

          She

                      A whistle through treetops

                      A child belonging at once to

          Ocean and mirror and  vineyard and

          All living wombs



          She

                      A conflagration

                      Movement rush flash and fall

          Water and fire.



Padma.

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 Surreal Poetry: Padma 2
Current mood: wide open, wide loose


II.            Life

 Padma.

Sinew

          Long stretched

          Spine of pearl ridges

          Slender shoulders in rainbow archs

           They

                      Strong and rippled

          Held doves like branches, living

          Back molded of palms and warmth



          Her waist had no cinch

          She

                      Straight edged

          She

                      Green flower stem

          Bloomed long and tall



Too Much



          Cloak-kissed knee backs

          Thick as darkness, humid

          More than hair

          It wore her from skull top

          It

                      Waterfall-danced even when

          She didnt

          But oh! In tandem

          They.



Padma.

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 Surreal Poetry: Padma 1.
Current mood: scarlet rivulets


I.               Death

Padma.

          Hanged on a tree of crows

          Wind shifted

          Burst of thick black feathers

          Cackle of short dark sound

          Continuous clamour

                      Over under through



          Her cantalope feet caught

                      Ground first

          Ripped bloated toes

                      Plump grapes pulled from stems

          Brittle pumpkin seed ankles



                      For a moment she stood

again

                      (a sigh on sour lips)



Too Much



          Noose of lead

          Leap of cawing veins

          Turquise stretch

          They bubbled

          Across slack shoulders

          Down asbestos spine

          Crow-bone white



          Cheek to dust

                      Spores coughed upward upward

          A halo for the stubble of her skull

          Patches badly mowed



          Sky cowered above as

          A solitary tear broke from an eye

          Unblinking.



Padma.

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